It’s not like I’m unaware of how dangerous things can be for me here.
But in order to go somewhere else & do it right I have to make a plan.
It means not being afraid anymore. It means dealing with the bullshit.
What I’m trying to come to peace with is the run around I’ve gotten from my school. I would be somewhere safe with what I needed to succeed already if it weren’t for being lied to by the people I came to for help.
Even if it’s stupid I’m still moving forward. Planning for the long term instead of the right now. If after this week I’m still having to struggle as a test? I’m not the one that’s gonna be failing.
I said before wanna see how bad I want this, It’s a better life I want… You all need to see me as I am now instead of who you think I am.