CerlsWaj

It’s not like I’m unaware of how dangerous things can be for me here.

But in order to go somewhere else & do it right I have to make a plan.

It means not being afraid anymore. It means dealing with the bullshit.

What I’m trying to come to peace with is the run around I’ve gotten from my school. I would be somewhere safe with what I needed to succeed already if  it weren’t for being lied to by the people I came to for help.

Even if it’s stupid I’m still moving forward. Planning for the long term instead of the right now. If after this week I’m still having to struggle as a test? I’m not the one that’s gonna be failing.

I said before wanna see how bad I want this, It’s a better life I want… You all need to see me as I am now instead of who you think I am.

Please don’t read too deep into this.

I’ve had a hard few weeks that are only going to get harder and I need an outlet.

I’ve been having a lot of people talking about me with fewer people talking to me.

The only person who matters being one of them.